Time .. Today to Tomorrow.. || X
Added On : Thursday - March 12, 2009 - 12:53:12 AM [GMT +6:00]
Every single morning i wake up is a new day to be wasted in the vast spaces of time. Dont remember how far I hv come. Having a flashback of the past - i remember playing freesbee in my school field, with my childhood mind and arms, with my young and untamed heart. How long has it been ? 10 years ? 15 ? not long enough - still a loong loong way to go. But every single day i am passing, is a moment lost, a history written in the pages of yesterday. Every single day i look back, I think about all those single drop of *life* i have left behind with time. Passing through this tunnel of time, Days don't get any better. Only my sighs remain - to mourn for yesterdays. In college I used to look back at the days when I was a bit younger .. In university I cherised the life of college .. Every time I was passing through certain *time* I KNEW it would end, just like all the other *times* before it. I still remember 4th year in BUET, sitting there in the cafeteria, I used to think, "these days won't be here anymore after 1 year" . the more I enjoyed *time* the more I used to think of the time when it would be only memories of yesterday. My new life, Office, corporate - then again, I am enjoying *time* with whatever *life* I have left inside .. And then all of a sudden I again feel like those young yesterdays - Like time is still hanging - hanging by a thread though. Standing here today, I know, this *time* too, will pass .. Until there will be a day when there won't be any day for me anymore ...

Life still has a long way to go. I imagine, how life would be without all the life-force and *time* beside me ! people pass, times pass, leave us only with memories, sighs. Memories to cherish, memories to make us feel more helpless than ever. Isn't it a Irony ? The memories you cherish for, are the ones that make you sad ? make you feel how helpless you are without those ? how lost you are without those ? Then again, without those memories, we aren't exactly the human we are supposed to be. I guess, living with the memories - that's what make us who we are. I don't know though...

Life may take a new turn. Maybe there will be another *time* in our lives, with different charms, different *life*. Then again, it'll never be like the ones we lost. They never are. And again, there may not be any *time* at all after this - making us zombies to our memories - living life like a routine, life without a *time* on our side, a life without life itself..

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